Dreams last so long, even after ur gone...

I have recently come to realize
There is no way to compromise
Darkness grows with each sunrise
No pleasure comes with new surprise
There is no use to improvise
For a jealous heart tells only lies
Inside this leads to painful cries
And tears will fall from blameless eyes
This mind of mine you terrorize
Grows impossible to stabilize
These wounds no matter what the size
Take so long to cauterize
My words I try to organize
Pictures which I visualize
Memories I mobilize
Combine as I apologize
This feeling I cannot disguise
Thoughts are hard to analyze
The last event can we not ostracize?
All senses fail while we trade good-byes
No doubt within me will arise
This sinful thought is my demise
With you I know I held first prize
But now I'm cold with lifeless eyes